Merry Christmas - New Birth

Merry Christmas!

It's been a while since I've written in my blog.  I was sincerely surprised that much time had passed.

Advent:  The time to open my heart to more of God and watch the new growth He will birth in me. Although I try not to self-evaluate, it's a bad habit I can't seem to break. In some ways the advent season was great and I give myself an A+ and other ways I flunked. I'm glad God doesn't have a report card on me.  He's put my name in the book of life.  I feel like I'm adjusting more to living my life by the Great Commandment of being loved by God - loving Him and loving others; and less by the check list of if my behavior was right/wrong, good/bad, etc. 

During this holiday season, I started seeing my old "religion" as Santa Clause faith: making a list and checking it twice, seeing if I've been naughty or nice and hoping I'll have presents and not coal in my stocking.  Or, making a list of rules I think God expects of me, loving to add new rules to it so I can do them and be more favorite, checking it twice to assure I complied, seeing if I need to repent or not and hoping I go to heaven and not hell where I'll burn into a lump of coal. Unfortunately, that kept the focus on me.  I realize some people are there and I sooooo understand since I lived in that space for decades and there are benefits to it - at least I was trying to live my life for God.

The big changes in the past 8 months is I've discovered Energy Healing using Solid State Technology.  A dear friend made it possible for me to attend a class and get the tools so I will soon have my certificate as an Energy Healer using this technology.

So, does it work?  It seems to be. Before I started using the technology on myself, my platelets (things that make blood clot) were 63 and normal is 130. A month after using a specialized water they went up to 75.  After adding the solid state technology, it was up to 85. The next month they were down to 78, but I'd had 12 teeth removed during that time AND had not required any human blood products. That meant there was some bleeding so I'd lost platelets, but I hadn't needed to take the risk of transfusion. That is real positive. My ESLD went from 14 to 12 - which feels like a miracle to me. I'm looking forward to all scores getting better.  I've also had more energy and have done more in a day then I'd been doing in three.

Energy Healing has also opened my curiosity to want to learn more about quantum physics. I've been doing some reading and watching YouTube videos on this amazing science. And I thought physics was a major so people could play billiards better! Oh, how wrong I was. I see so much of God in physics.

The people at the class were mostly Christian and it was almost like attending a retreat because He was mentioned so often in both the lectures and in conversation. People's comments on a Russian Christian, Gregori Grabovoi, who holds doctorates in Engineering Physics, Mathematics and Engineering and is a consultant to the US Government. Some people say he is a great seer such as Nostradamus. I am stretching my mind to try to understand some of his work that has been translated into English. A lot is over my head but what I can grasp at this first reading is astonishing. I'm currently reading, "The Resurrection of People and Eternal Life: From Now on Is Our Realty".  

I was blessed to have a few friends invite me to their home for Christmas. Normally that is meaningful to me.  This season I've been grieving the loss of my mother, the inability to have the holy day with family and the loss of nearby family. To have shared the day with a "borrowed" family would have been more than I could have handled with grace. It was less painful to be alone then to be with people.  That was a good decision for me. I enjoyed my day alone.  I texted with my sister a few times, received two e-mails from friends and a phone call from a dear friend. I had a long phone call last night with a dear friend and that helped me feel a connection with humanity.

Rather than New Year's Resolutions, I have been thinking of the newborn baby Jesus and the growth He made in His first year. Since He is my example, there are some growth areas I desire to make and pray God helps me on the things that are His will. Mostly, I want to become more disciplined - and I feel with the better health picture - that has great potential to happen.

Random Thoughts of growth are in being more consistent in:

Prayer

Bible reading/study

Church attendance

Exercise

Healthy eating

Connecting with others

Writing

Playing music

Money management

I'm excited to see how God leads me in the next year. If all of the above will bear fruit or if God and I will work on one thing at a time or just a few. My prayer is to stay open to hear from Him and follow Him.

Blessings,