Merry Christmas!
It's been a while since I've written in my blog. I was sincerely surprised that much time had
passed.
Advent: The time to
open my heart to more of God and watch the new growth He will birth in me.
Although I try not to self-evaluate, it's a bad habit I can't seem to break. In
some ways the advent season was great and I give myself an A+ and other ways I
flunked. I'm glad God doesn't have a report card on me. He's put my name in the book of life. I feel like I'm adjusting more to living my
life by the Great Commandment of being loved by God - loving Him and loving
others; and less by the check list of if my behavior was right/wrong, good/bad,
etc.
During this holiday season, I started seeing my old
"religion" as Santa Clause faith: making a list and checking it
twice, seeing if I've been naughty or nice and hoping I'll have presents and
not coal in my stocking. Or, making a
list of rules I think God expects of me, loving to add new rules to it so I can
do them and be more favorite, checking it twice to assure I complied, seeing if
I need to repent or not and hoping I go to heaven and not hell where I'll burn
into a lump of coal. Unfortunately, that kept the focus on me. I realize some people are there and I sooooo
understand since I lived in that space for decades and there are benefits to it
- at least I was trying to live my life for God.
The big changes in the past 8 months is I've discovered
Energy Healing using Solid State Technology.
A dear friend made it possible for me to attend a class and get the
tools so I will soon have my certificate as an Energy Healer using this
technology.
So, does it work? It
seems to be. Before I started using the technology on myself, my platelets
(things that make blood clot) were 63 and normal is 130. A month after using a
specialized water they went up to 75.
After adding the solid state technology, it was up to 85. The next month
they were down to 78, but I'd had 12 teeth removed during that time AND had not
required any human blood products. That meant there was some bleeding so I'd
lost platelets, but I hadn't needed to take the risk of transfusion. That is
real positive. My ESLD went from 14 to 12 - which feels like a miracle to me.
I'm looking forward to all scores getting better. I've also had more energy and have done more
in a day then I'd been doing in three.
Energy Healing has also opened my curiosity to want to learn
more about quantum physics. I've been doing some reading and watching YouTube
videos on this amazing science. And I thought physics was a major so people
could play billiards better! Oh, how wrong I was. I see so much of God in
physics.
The people at the class were mostly Christian and it was
almost like attending a retreat because He was mentioned so often in both the
lectures and in conversation. People's comments on a Russian Christian, Gregori
Grabovoi, who holds doctorates in Engineering Physics, Mathematics and Engineering
and is a consultant to the US Government. Some people say he is a great seer
such as Nostradamus. I am stretching my mind to try to understand some of his
work that has been translated into English. A lot is over my head but what I
can grasp at this first reading is astonishing. I'm currently reading,
"The Resurrection of People and Eternal Life: From Now on Is Our
Realty".
I was blessed to have a few friends invite me to their home
for Christmas. Normally that is meaningful to me. This season I've been grieving the loss of my
mother, the inability to have the holy day with family and the loss of nearby
family. To have shared the day with a "borrowed" family would have
been more than I could have handled with grace. It was less painful to be alone
then to be with people. That was a good
decision for me. I enjoyed my day alone.
I texted with my sister a few times, received two e-mails from friends
and a phone call from a dear friend. I had a long phone call last night with a
dear friend and that helped me feel a connection with humanity.
Rather than New Year's Resolutions, I have been thinking of
the newborn baby Jesus and the growth He made in His first year. Since He is my
example, there are some growth areas I desire to make and pray God helps me on
the things that are His will. Mostly, I want to become more disciplined - and I
feel with the better health picture - that has great potential to happen.
Random Thoughts of growth are in being more consistent in:
Prayer
Bible reading/study
Church attendance
Exercise
Healthy eating
Connecting with others
Writing
Playing music
Money management
I'm excited to see how God leads me in the next year. If all
of the above will bear fruit or if God and I will work on one thing at a time
or just a few. My prayer is to stay open to hear from Him and follow Him.
Blessings,
