Sunday 6 December 2015

Second Sunday of Advent

Gospel Reading:  Luke 3.1-6. I chose vs.

"The voice of one crying in the wilderness, Prepare ye the way of the Lord, make his paths straight. Every valley shall be filled, and every mountain and hill shall be brought low; and the crooked shall be made straight, and the rough ways shall be made smooth; And all flesh shall see the salvation of God."

As I start to type, I'm concerned my thoughts are either very egocentric or possibly they do bring glory to God. I hope they bring glory to God and hope to my few readers.

I'll start with my definition of the wilderness.  A place I go to get away from it all: the busy-ness of life, the telephone, the dishes in the sink that beg "wash me!", the routine that binds me, my own unrealistic expectations. Sometimes I go to the wilderness of my own free will because I know it's good for me and I desire that; and sometimes I'm (as some versions translate in Matthew 4) that Jesus was driven by the spirit. Tonight I don't think it's as important how I get there but that I use my wilderness time to connect with The Holy One. For me, that means dying to self, dying to self-talk, letting go of expectations, just resting in God.... so much easier typed than done. I'm addicted to thinking and often over-thinking and re-thinking and pre-thinking and post-thinking (words to explain fear, hope and worry). So, meditating and contemplating on God - the nothingness packed full of Everything.... my all in all.

So what's the "preparing the way of the Lord" stuff?  He made the earth, so it seems He can do whatever He wants without my approval or help. But the Bible reminding me to "prepare the way of the Lord" is a reminder I was designed to have free will. The choice I can make to prepare a place inside my life and schedule to "be still and know that I am God" (Psalms 46.10) is up to me.

Make his paths straight. It seems like in the desert and all that sand that it wouldn't be hard to walk straight paths. But when I'm in the mountains or beach (and I have both here), roads are crooked (designed prior to the Louisiana Purchase with one-mile grid organizing the landscape and roads). So there are crooked roads, narrow roads, hidden curves, hidden driveways, going up the hills, down the mountains, along the edge of the ocean, guard rails to stop from driving off cliffs into the ocean.  Toto, I'm not in Kansas any more. I understand the geography of paths, valleys, mountains and rough ways. I could interpret that as terrain; but it's also the terrain of my mind and heart at times. Yet, it seems when I'm consistent in doing my part - going into the silence of the wilderness, ignoring the fear of going deeper within myself, and holding onto what I know of a loving God, then the valleys and mountains and crooked and rough even out. No more drama mama; few fears, minimal stress about the valleys and mountains of life, and I don't think I get crooked (grumpy) very often and life and relationships seem to go smoother. Not saying I don't have room for improvement - but it's easier to behave in line with the inner me, the Christ-in-me (Colosians 1.27) and I feel God is going to continue developing that in my life. When I realize at the depth of me is God; and I access that through silence and/or stillness, life just works better when I practice that discipline of quiet.

"And all flesh shall see the salvation of God." Of course, my knee jerk reaction is universal salvation; but need to study more to come to that conclusion. But hopefully those who have a relationship with me see God and/or salvation by the changes that occur as I mature. Or maybe I just serve as a bad example and warning to others. ;-)


Off topic: I've been thinking the right way for me to read my Bible is through the lens of John 3:16 and/or the Great Commandment.  See it through eyes of Love. Since I've often heard God is a gentleman and won't shame, guilt or bully us; then His Word, would be the same: show us His love and not bully, shame or guilt us.I'm grateful to serve such a loving and wonderful Father God.


Shalom.


Sunday 29 November 2015

First Sunday of Advent

My Understanding of Advent:  

In the 5-6th century, Advent was a 4-week time of self-reflection, penitenance and prayer that converts went through before they were baptised on Epiphany. By the 6th century, the definition changed and it was the 4 week period to prepare our hearts for the return of Christ, which has connotations of appeasing a stern judge and us preparing for the trial. It was also the time to recognize our need for a Saviour and to come to unity at our Jewish roots who were looking for their Messiah's coming.  In the middle ages, it switched once again to remembering the incarnation; I wonder if Saint Francis had an impact on that since many perceive him as the first advocate for Christmas as celebrating Jesus coming as incarnate diety?  Jesus coming in human flesh does so much to offer us dignity as human beings.

The advent wreath has the outer circle of 3 purple/lavendar candles, 1 pink candle and the center is a white candle. The purple symbolizes the advent colour; the pink represents Mary (who humbly said 'yes' to God) and the white is lighted on Christmas. 

Advent concludes on December 24 when Christmas begins. Christmas ends at Epiphany; thus 12 days of Christmas. The song came from that doctrine and not the doctrine from the song. As Anglican, we celebrate several weeks of Christmas Sundays with a break for Epiphany; and at Easter we celebrate Easter each Sunday until Pentecost. I accept that as what we do, but it still makes me want to giggle but I accept Incarnation and Resurrection are to magnificnt to try to corral into one day or even into words - they have to be lived out in daily life so the weekly reminder is a way to remind me, "Debbie, pay attention - this is important stuff for your spiritual growth."

So what does Advent mean to me at the start of this season?  I am asking God to open my heart to accept more of His love and with that love to love myself with greater authenticity and to love others with more of the fruit and gifts of the spirit, with less of my egocentricity. He's a big God, I can ask Big miracles from Him.


First Reading:

Jeremiah 33: 12-14.

The portion that spoke to me is, "In those days Judah will be saved and Jerusalem will live securely. Jerusalem will be called The LORD Our Righteousness."

This is part of a prophecy of the root of Jesse or talking about when Jesus will come to earth. When read in context of the "fire and brimstone" of the rest of the reading, my first thought was Jesus missed the right time because Israel and Judah were under Roman occupation and crucfixion was a common practice, taxation was atrocious and that scripture couldn't have been talking about the time my Saviour walked on earth. No way.  My next thought was it couldn't be talking about the time since 1949 and the restoration of Israel as a nation because they haven't had peace. So, I thought about extrapolating that to when we get to heaven; but I don't see us landing in heaven as citizens of various countries (although the 12 tribes names are inscribed over the 12 gates of Revelation 21.) Nations are mentioned 12 times, but that depicts where we are from historically - from earth. The Kingdom of God is not an Empire of various nations; but one Kingdom under God's sovereignity. Thus, to me, this is talking about a spiritual happening and not a current events, historical or future happening. It's an inner work of living in Christ and recognizing Him living in us; when we live there we lived saved and securily.... as branches grafted into the Vine. 


Psalm:

Psalm 25. 5, 8 and 10. 

The portion that spoke to me is, "Guide me in Your truth and teach me, for You are the God of my salvation; I wait for You all day long."

When my oldest son started working about age 14, he was on wait-staff of a large buffet restaurant; by age 18, he was assistant manager of this establishment with 75 employees that seated 325. I remember we were eating family supper and were talking about "waiting on the Lord."  I thought wait meant twiddling my thumbs while God taught me patience and tarried or was outright tardy. My son looked at me in puzzlement and said (paraphrased), "When I wait on people at work, I may stand silently and inobtrusively nearby, but I'm standing there alert, observing, mentally involved and can be there to tend their needs at the first sign I can be useful." What an eye opener. I've kept that definition as I like it better then bored patience. I decided to look deeper and found Strong's dictionary gives this definition of wait, "A primitive root; to bind together (perhaps by twisting), that is, collect; (figuratively) to expect: - gather (together), look, patiently, tarry, wait (for, on, upon)."  I was very excited to read the "bind together".  It seems that definition fits well in this text. As I wait on God, I am bound together and that is what empowers me to let His love flow through me.  Unitive Love of God for me and me towards all - even those who don't agree with me, or maybe that's especially those who don't see eye to eye.
 

Second Reading:

1 Thesselonians 3:12-4.2  

The portion that spoke to me is, "May the Lord make your love for one another and for all people grow more and more and become as great as our love for you. In this way he will strengthen you, and you will be perfect and holy in the presence of our God and Father"

The first part is a reminder of the Great Commandment to "Love God and Love others."  Yet, this rendering comes with a promise. We do the Great Commandment and we will be strengthened to be found perfect and holy before God.  Whoa!  Of course, I have to caution myself not to add this to a list of do's and don'ts; as it is easy for me to fall into that type of legalism where I can feel "holier then thou" instead of realizing my holiness is in Him alone.  I also like that it shows it's the LORD who makes our love for one another and for all people to grow. It's not something I can achieve, but something I surrender and participate with.


Gospel Reading:

Luke 21. 25-28 and 34-36.  

The portion that spoke to me is, "when you see all these things taking place, you can know that the Kingdom of God is near." 

I use to listen to hours of teachings on the end times and what current events and battle strategies were going on that would fulfill the militant interpreted scriptures. How can I be so egotistical that I think God is talking about me or my generation? To me, that is the height of pride.  I no longer follow that - God showed us He is not violent by sending His Son who showed us what God is like - peace, joy and love.  The fruit of the spirit lived fully in one incarnate being, my Lord and Saviour, Jesus Christ. Until I find a different way to understand those scriptures, I'll read them and 'wait" on God to show me. I know some scholars say these scriptures were fulfilled in 70AD at the fall of Jerusalem.

I can accept the Kingdom of God is something to come when we die; but I also accept the Kingdom of God is already in my heart and life. Jesus says, "The kingdom of God is within you."  (Luke 17.21) He doesn't say it will be in believers in the sweet by and by; but that it is there NOW. Hallelujah!

Paul elaborates in Romans 14. 17, "For the kingdom of God is ...... righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost."  That I can chose to have now, even if watching the news looks like the rest of the gospel reading for today full of fire and brimstone. I can live above it and ride on eagle's wings and not get bogged down in fear of the future that paralyzes my now.  I repent for having been bogged down in current events recently - although after years of not knowing or not caring what is going on in the world, the atrocities and anti-Christlikeness both appalled and intrigued me.

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Update from yesterday's entry of being hurt but not dwelling there but forgiving and moving deeper into God.  I decided not to detach but not to push for a resolution. To stay close to God and continue to trust Him to find the correct resolution or for me to be content without resolution.  I reread my blog on the cruciform cross and nail one side of the issue to Christ's left hand and the other nailed to His right hand - and I can hang in the balance like He did and accept and possibly embrace the dissonance.  I'm not saying I may not need to guard my heart so I don't react out of the pain and anger stages of grieving the losses; but that is more to protect them from me; than to protect me from them. Yeah, that's do-able for me.

Thank you for reading my blog. ;-)   May God bless you today.


Friday 27 November 2015

Humbled by Life and by the Heavens





 God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble” (James 4:6)

"Every Christian has a choice between being humble or being humbled." (Charles Spurgeon)


I think God is trying to get a message to me. Three times in the last few days, the wind of adversity almost brought me to tears. Yet, I'm resilient and my Lord helps me. This is about me; so don't be trying to guess who I'm talking about or seeing yourself in my examples.

1) A dear friend has stopped answering e-mails, text or voice mails. I am hurt as this was a dear friend. Since this is a friend, our communication had been active, transparent and validating. I wish I knew what was going on and if I've done something that has hurt the friend. But my mind reading skills are minimal and I'm not into coercing or manipulating the truth from people. So I have to not take it personally and leave it in God's hands. Yes. I feel humbled  by this; my ego is taking a relational beating.

2) I signed up for an online organization that I pay so much per month and then I can buy gifts with that. I went to order Christmas gifts on Wednesday and discovered the approximately $900 that I'd sent to this e-store has expired and I get nothing for it. I had received no notice the money would expire, so presume it was in the small print. I feel stupid and question if I have the mental resources to lead my life without beng taken advantage of. So I have to not take it personally and leave it in God's hands. Yes. I feel humbled  by this; my ego is taking a financial beating.

3)  I'd given a large amount of money (large for me anyway) to an organization to be used on a specific project within a specific time frame. That money has not been used and I have tried for several months to discuss this with the head. I have been ignored. I feel betrayed  and belittled and question if I have the ability to recognize safe people without beng taken advantage of. So I have to not take it personally and leave it in God's hands. Yes. I feel humbled  by this; my ego is taking a trust beating.

Where I am now:

1) I talked to God about my friend ignoring me. At first I wanted to push my friend to talk to me; but God said He often has to wait days, years or decades before people will talk to him. So I realized God was strengthening me to do what he does.

2) I talked to God about the e-company. At first I wanted to make an anti-that-company web page, and do social media to shame them and to warn people to not use that company. God reminded me that vengeance doesn't hurt them, it hurts me and my reputation. I asked God to forgive me and he did.

3) I talked to God about this organization. I had no desire to shame them. I just wanted them to do what they said they would do and treat me humanely and let me know what is happening, listen to my concerns and help me see things from their view. God reminded me that He often goes days, weeks, months, years or their whole lifespan without people even wanting to see things from his view; and I can wait patiently or just forgive and move on. I forgave. Forgiving to me means letting go of the drama and pain and letting go of my desire to control the outcome but trusting God to do the right thing.  


"The heavens proclaim the glory of God. The skies display His craftsmanship.  Day after day they continue to speak; night after night they make Him known.  They speak without a sound or word; their voice is never heard.  Yet their message has gone throughout the earth, and their words to all the world:  God. (Psalms 19.1-2)

I looked at the planets on Google Earth and see how vast God made Creation. If I was sitting on a "cloud" at the edge of creation, I'd see so many planets that I couldn't count them. Yet God knows every one, every cell, molecule and quark of every plant, animal, mineral that he's put on each planet and even the location of every spec of every space rubble, too. He knows the wars, the poverty, the inhumanity, the fears, the egos, the hopes of everything. What an awesome God.

When I see life from that position, my three little gripes seem very small. My life feels like a grain of sand on the edges of a mighty ocean being rocked by the waves, but with a cycle of peace as the tides change and I rest.

Empire, to me, is fighting for your "right" to be right. The Bible tells us the Kingdom of God is "righteousness, peace and joy" (Romans 14.17).  I chose to live in the Kingdom rather than the Empire. I chose to turn the other cheek like my Saviour did. I chose to back off and watch God move or not (His choice). He promises to be a "Father of the fatherless and protector of widows" in Psalms 68.5. So I can leave it there, knowing his loving hands not only hold me; but hold the full situation and the huge, magnificent universe.

That doesn't mean I'm not backing off until my emotions are stable and I don't slip into accidental hurtful words or revenge. And, since I'm just a small grain of sand, my non-participation with the three issues that are humbling me can be viewed in the same light - just little things that happen.

It's wonderful to trust God and step-back from the situation and cuddle into God's love while I learn to not fall into the old knee-jerk reaction of getting upset, holding grudges and seeking ways to revenge.

Thank you, Father God, for your Holy Spirit who guides and teaches me and directs my steps. Thank you for this triple humbling experience because it is helping me grow and see things from your view. Thank you for loving me enough to keep working with me to mature me. Thank you for your love. In Jesus' Name.  Amen.








Thursday 12 November 2015

Does John 1.1 State We Should Worship the Bible?



I'd posted a quote from Brian Zahnd on my Facebook page. Rev. Zahnd said: 

"Jesus is God. The Bible is not God. The Holy Trinity is Father, Son, and Holy Spirit -- not Father, Son, and Holy Bible. To elevate the Bible (not to mention your interpretation of the Bible!) to divinity is idolatry. God is perfectly revealed in Jesus...and only in Jesus! Jesus is the icon of God (Paul). Jesus the exact imprint of God's nature (Hebrews). Jesus is the only way anyone has ever seen God (John). The Bible points us, not to itself, but to Jesus. God is like Jesus. The technical theological term for this believe is "Christianity." Selah"

A friend questioned it; and this is my elaboration on why I like Zahnd's quote.

I love the scripture from John 1.1.  John is my favorite New Testament author and his gospel is outstanding in showing the Jesus of love, grace and truth. His comprehension of Jesus is phenomenal and often brings me to tears as I read it.

LOGOS:

According to Strong's concordance, the term used for "word" in that passage is "logos."  To the early Christian writers including John, the term "word" had a different meaning than "Bible". I'll start with some definitions and history.

"Word" Prior to the Reformation:

From 600 years prior to Christianity and at the time the Bible was written, and until the Reformation, the definition: "Logos is the Greek term meaning “the Word.” Greek philosophers like Plato used Logos not only of the spoken word but also of the unspoken word, the word still in the mind -- the reason. When applied to the universe, Greeks were speaking to the rational principle that governs all things. .. Thus, John used a very special word -- Logos -- that was meaningful to both the Jews and the Greeks during the first century AD." (from AllAboutPhilosophy.org) Note: the written word is not mentioned in that list.

Current Bible Scholars Definition: 

Strong's concordance defines logos as, "something said (including the thought); by implication a topic (subject of discourse), also reasoning (the mental faculty) or motive; by extension a computation; specifically (with the article in John) the Divine Expression (that is, Christ)"   Note: Divine Expression, not Divinity. Again, the term written word is not in the list as that term used 51 times is graphe. 

GOD: 

The word for God is theos and Strong's defines it as, "Of uncertain affinity; a deity, especially (with G3588) the supreme Divinity; figuratively a magistrate; by Hebraism very: - X exceeding, God, god [-ly, -ward]."

John 1.1 Using Those Definitions:

Using the most common definitions of the word logos and theos, that scripture could as easily be read or translated:  "In the beginning was the Reason (of God), and the Reason (of God) was with Deity, and the Reason (of God) was Deity."


I believe in the Bible; but also believe we have to "Study to shew thyself approved unto God, a workman that needeth not to be ashamed, rightly dividing the word of truth. (2 Timothy 2:15) I believe and love the Bible because it teaches me about the Triune God, but I do not worship the Bible, nor do I see a Biblical mandate to worship it.  Plus, for me, I can't take that one text and massage it to make it state I'm required to worship the Bible. Even if I felt it did state that; it has to be out of the mouth of "two or three witnesses" (said several times in the New Testament, and by Jesus in Matthew 18:16).  

2nd Timothy 3:16 says, "All scripture [graphe] is given by inspiration of God, and is profitable for doctrine, for reproof, for correction, for instruction in righteousness:" That scripture does not state the Bible is to be worshiped or deified; but limits how we are to use the holy scriptures. 

Tuesday 20 October 2015

Reading: Battlefield America: The War on the American People by John W. Whitehead (published April 2015)

This book was a major eye opener. I'd read a little and check the Internet to assure what I was reading was grounded in facts. I read this book a few weeks ago and was so overwhelmed emotionally that I had to wait to be able to write about it. The emotional horror is starting to wear off and my logical side is taking over.  Half way through the book, I realized the back 44% of the pages are references and links showing this was a scholarly work that was well researched.  I feel like the blinders are off.  Part of me is glad they are off but the other half wants to go back into my safe cocoon of naivity where I felt safe and protected in my original country.

There were five parts to the book, so I'll try to keep it to a paragraph for each.

Part 1:  A Declaration of War

There is a lack of respect and trust between the citizens and the government. As that gap widens, the US is becoming more of a police state where the Bill of Rights is being ignored. The people sue and the courts find mostly in favor of the government. It's a slow ride like the "frog in water" - the frog swims along and as you turn up the heat, the frog doesn't realize it's in trouble until it is boiled and dead. The author felt the Boston Bombing that was possibly a government planned event to see if the populace would go along with losing their Bill of Rightst.  Would they allow curfews? Invasion of their home?  etc?  The author had studied history and discovered all totalitarian regimes have started similarly. The author says the difference of the outcome of the Boston Marathon vs the outcome at Ferguson, Missouri, was not the different tactics of the police but the response of the people. The author says of the two events that both, "employed SWAT teams, armored personnel carriers, and men in camouflage pointing heavy artillery."  The author writes about the founding fathers who were aggrieved because of how Britain treated them; and the best way to understand the magnitude of that is delineated in the Constitution and especially the Bill of Rights. He gave examples; one of the most shocking things I read was police stopped a woman with no police record for a minor traffic violation and they did a body cavity search, removed a tampon while on the side of the road with no privacy and her small children in the car watching. Another mother and daughter had a body cavity search after a rolling stop at a traffic sign and it was again public and the police used the same glove for the searches on both women. Other people stopped for minor traffic violations have had roadside body searches and the police decided to do more invasive tests, like barium enemas or a colonoscopy to assure there's no contraband hidden - the "victim" has to pay for the medical exam - even if the person is innocent or not given a citation. And the big shocker, is no warrant is required for such a search since the Patriot Act.

A Northwest and Princeton study of 2014 shows that the US Government is ruled by the rich and powerful and not by the people who elect them.  Another chapter in this section talks about the FBI rescuing and hiring many of Hitler's henchmen to work for the FBI.  He talks about confiscation without a warrant, the nanny state (surveillance of citizens), two-tiered system of government, or a lady in Florida for living off-grid and collecting rain water being arrested for it. Further, he puts part of the blame privatization of prisons.

The author says for a country to change from democracy to fascism or oligarchy, the people have to believe something is fearful: terrorism, etc.  As for fear of terrorism, the author says, "You are 17,600 times more likely to die from heart disease than from a terrorist attack. You are 11,000 times more likely to die from an airplane accident than from a terrorist plot involving an airplane. You are 1,048 times more likely to die from a car accident than a terrorist attack. You are 404 times more likely to die in a fall than from a terrorist attack. You are 12 times more likely to die from accidental suffocating in bed than from a terrorist attack. You are 9 more times likely to choke to death in your own vomit than die in a terrorist attack. You are 8 times more likely to be killed by a police officer than by a terrorist."

Part II:  The War on the American People

Originally the police were to serve and protect civilians; however, now they are being given military equipment - to use against whom?  Apparently the law-abiding American people as NSA and TSF are the arms of government to round-up terrorists. He gives pages of examples of police breaking into homes, often incorrect homes where people are living their mundane lives, and shooting the civilian until dead. The author does not blame the police but the training they receive. He has had older police call him and talk to him about their concern that young police officers are not taught the constitution, especially the 4th Amendment.  The author states, "the fatality rate of on-duty patrol officers is reportedly far lower than many other professions, including construction, logging, fishing, truck driving, and even trash collection. In fact, police officers have the same rate of dying on the job as do taxi drivers." In fact, police kill FIVE times more civilians then civilians kill police.  Unfortunately, when police use deadly force (which happened for one 14-year old because he gave a "dehumanizing stare" at the police-person; however, if the surviving relatives take it to court, the Supreme Court upholds the rights of the police to kill whoever they want and even if the police-person doesn't know the law, they are forgiven by the courts; yet civilians who do not know the law can still get arrested. Statistics show that the US police kill 1,100 people per year; in pre-Nazi police only killed an average of 8. Hummm.  In Britain and China with 191 million population; there was no police killings.

Part III: The American Police State

In 1980, there were 3,000 SWAT team style raids by police in the US; in 2001, there were 45,000 and for the past few years there was more than 80,000 per year. SWAT teams have grown in the federal level, too: the Consumer Product Safety Department, NASA, Dept of Education and Dept of Health, Education and Welfare. I've known for about 25 years that IRS has their own swat team that is used to confiscate computers to prove people didn't file their taxes properly; or to catch crime rings for tax fraud because the appropriate organizations can't figure out how to catch them for drug running, pimping, money laundering, etc. What amazes me is crime in the US is at an all-time low; yet the police are expanding their militarization. Los Angeles has 469 police per square mile - and other cities aren't far behind. The courts are upholding the police when they breech of the Bill of Rights; even to the point police no longer have to read you your Miranda rights (right to remain silent) if they question you prior to arrest - and they no longer have to arrest you to detain and question you thanks to the Patriot act. The courts have upheld the right of the police to stop, search, seize and arrest somebody for driving with "stiff posture."  The courts have upheld that any person can be strip searched no matter what the "crime" - even minor traffic violations. The courts have upheld police no longer need a warrant to break in and search a home - even if it's the wrong home. They've also upheld a minor child can be interrogated without a parent, guardian or parent in litium present. The Department of Homeland Security started after 9/11 and now has over a quarter million employees. The US military has 250 rounds of ammunition per soldier where the DHS has 1,200 per officer; and in addition to those, requisitioned 1.6 Billion more rounds. We should feel really, really secure, eh? 




Part IV: The American Survellance System

This section was amazing to me. The DHS has given grants to many cities to have surveillance systems that feed into a national database. Not just people who are suspects but all people. The DHS's grants cover traffic cameras that check car license plates, street cameras, drones, satellites, GPS, etc. I found it intriguing that one of the first methods they used to monitor civilians is Google/g-mail - both receiving and sending to a g-mail address. Not only do they use the information gleaned from what we search, they then advertise what we've viewed as marketing strategy. Starting at $80K a year salary, data analysts check for code words we type on our computers, say on our cell phone, or places we go in our GPS cell or car and catalog for future reference. Soon cars will have black boxes that will track our movements and feed it into the database; under the guise of safety and anti-terrorism and in Europe devices are being made that can remotely take control of your car; and Google is creating a car that needs no driver. If Google can chose which ads I see on social media by what I've viewed; does that mean if I'd get a car that I didn't drive that it would drive me to the drug store to buy the Lugol's Solution I'd been viewing online?  As for drones, having a drone bring my pizza from Dominos so it arrives still hot sounds like a good idea; but having a drone flying 20,000 feet overhead with both surveillance gear, heat sensors to track me in my home and with weapons in case the programming decided I needed stopped - well, that's frightening.  That's why I won't use a finger print for my cell phone passcode. Of course mine are on file from my time in the military, civil service and even on my children's footprint - mom's thumbprint document and my immigration paperwork. I've had my DNA taken at one time; but now police can take a person's DNA if they are arrested - not convicted; and not arrested for major crimes but even for minor traffic violations.


Part V: The Resistance

The author says, "For there to be any hope of real change, you’ll have to change how you think about yourself, your fellow human beings, freedom, society, and the government. This means freeing your mind, realizing the truth, and unlearning all the myths you have been indoctrinated with since the day you were able to comprehend language. Unfortunately, the truth, although painful and depressing, can and should be liberating."




Part of me wishes I wouldn't have read this book. Being naive was nicer then knowing. Now that I know; I have to do something about it.  It has changed how I vote and what are my platform priorities. It has me hunting for petitions to sign and ready more and more. It doesn't make me want to go buy a gun; but it does want me to use non-violence and use my US 1st Amendment right of free speech.... that is shrinking yearly.

As a dual citizen, Canada's recently passed bill C-51 is similar to the Patriot Act.  There has been an puny outcry and some political platform was amending this piece of trash. I pray they do it. I'm not against the government protecting its population from terrorism; however, I am against losing my freedoms from the Charter of Rights (Canada) or Bill of Rights (USA) when I haven't done anything wrong. 


I encourage the few people who read here, to please check out the TPP (Trans-Pacific Pact) and see how it neatly dove-tails to these anti-freedom acts and encourage your legislators to not sign it.

If you think I'm wearing an aluminum foil hat and living in a conspiracy theory dream-world; I wish that were so - some psychiatric drugs would make it go away. It grieves me to see all the things my county of origin is doing and just pray we can all come to live in unity and peace throughout the whole world.

Saturday 17 October 2015

Reading: "A Farewell to Mars: An Evangelical Pastor's Journey Toward the Biblical Gospel of Peace" by Rev. Brian Zahnd

The Bible study leaders at my parish, recommended this author, Brian Zahnd. I listened to some of his sermons online and decided to buy some books. Oh, was I in for a huge surprise. He opened scripture in ways that shocked and surprised me and caused me to get tears in my eyes as I repented for having followed the crowd instead of following my Lord.

Now it seems my week becomes weak if I don't listen to Brian Zahnd's weekly sermon from Word of Life Church (wolc.com) and read his blog.  I've read three of his books and each one was a mind-opening, mind-blower that left me scratching my head, searching my Bible, and changing my heart and life. 

Now that I've read "Farewell to Mars" for the third time, I'm ready to blog about it. I'm sure it will take more time, more searching the scriptures and probably more read-throughs the book to "gork" the information.

Here's my major take-away from the book: "[Jesus] would rather die than kill his enemies.".  The  book is unpacking that power-packed quote and explaining how the "Kingdom of God" and the Scriptures looks different through that filter. 

One of the titles of Jesus is Prince of Peace and in that capacity, he rules over the Peaceable Kingdom. Having lived in a war-participating country since I was a child - do I even have the capacity to understand a peaceable kingdom or a peace-filled ruler?   The only way is by the divine imagination God gave me to "see" his word mentally and then try to act like a peacable kingdom is achievable (at least in my life) and if that's True and worth pursuing.

Another part of the book that boggled my brain. He gave excellent examples of the difference between nationality vs Empire all tied up in scripture (especially Isaiah) and history. He uses the term "chaplaincy to the Empire" to describe where the church gets mixed up in politics; rather than being the church under the rule of Jesus Christ. He explains the goals of the Kingdom of God and the goal of Empire - and how they are not compatible so Christians have to chose if they want to belong to the warring Empire or the peaceable Kingdom; if I want to hang onto the benefits of Empire or the blessings of God's Kingdom.

One of the eye-openers for me was when he talked about Cain killing Able. Later Abraham lead his son up the mountain but recognized God and didn't kill him but put down the knife.  What if Cain had put down the killing stone? Jesus told us to do what Abraham did; yet many people extrapolate different things out of that verse.  What if we'd put down our guns? What if we'd put down our national guns and stop warring?

Zahnd says, "We come to realize that in using violence as a means of achieving justice, we are capable of murdering God!"  And that is what happened when the crowd yelled "Crucify Him!" in front of Pilate.

I'll end this entry with a quote from the book: "Jesus sets us free not by killing enemies but by being killed by enemies and forgiving them."  I want to be like Jesus.





To better understand Zahnd's definitions of Empire, please listen to this short video that is under five minutes, "Empire vs Jesus" - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7zTBCOzXiB8





Reading: Power vs. Force: The Hidden Determinants of Human Behavior by David R. Hawkins, M.D., Ph.D.

I've been using applied kineseology for over a year.  So when a friend recommended this book not only for that topic but because he knew I'd find the information healing; I bought the book quickly. The main thing I took away from this book is the difference of power and force, and some new techniques to have greater accuracy when I check myself using kineseology to find my hidden wounds, pride, ego, prejudices, etc. so old stuff doesn't hold me back but opens me to greater empathy and compassion for others and self. Early in the book he mentioned just reading the book would change me; I about put the book away as that seemed silly; but since I trusted the friend who recommended it - I plunged ahead. I feel I was changed for the better. For me "better" means more Christlike: more receptive to give and receive love, peace, joy and compassion.

I've read through the three parts of the book once and sections twice. Some is common sense, but most was revolutionary to my thinking.  Although Hawkins is an atheist, I found nothing anti-God or anti-Biblical. Here's some of the new information I found helpful:

Objective and subjective are the same - therefore, it will change how I view myself and others. It lowers life's playing field to one level. Since quantum physics became a topic of interest through energy healing; Dawkins explained how quantum physics is part of the dynamics of reducing the objective and subjective into unity.  From reading books by Christian mystics through the ages, they called the pluralism or dualism by the title, Me/Thee; but the unitive or non-dualistic way of thinking so it levels the playing field is called the Me/Thou.

Force vs Power.  My understanding in my own words is since Cain killed Able, humanity has harboured a desire to dominate and to kill to prove he/she is right. That's using Force. Force is violent (like satan).  Power is strong, yet non-violent (like Christ). I often write about pacifists or non-violence heroes of mine; but this book helped me see why they are my heroes.  As Brian Zahnd said about Jesus, "[Jesus] would rather die than kill his enemies."  That's the deepest phrase I've read about non-violence; because it doesn't invite me to learn pacifism, but to become proficient at that type of non-violence to all since Christ is the Lord of all. It fits perfectly into what Hawkins teaches on walking in power and rejecting force.

Interior vs Exterior. I can't control what happens to me; but I can control my response to it. As I let go of my unrealistic expectations, I can forgive more quickly, learn the lesson more quickly, and be back to peace sooner. He states all stress is internally generated. Thus the quicker I grieve a disappointment or loss and move back into the sunshine of my life - the more I attract positive things into my life.  He says that every time a person with an incurable illness can shed the negative attitudes and embrace the positive attitudes (I think of Christ-like attitudes, especially of 1 Cor 13); they will heal much faster. If they hang onto the negative, they lessen their chances to heal and live long. He write, "Recovery from any disease process is dependent on willingness to explore new ways of looking at one’s self and life."   That's where I find prayer and Bible-centered meditation helpful as it calms me so I can look at myself more realistically and see my life (hopefully) more through the eyes of Christ. That's where kineseology is a good check-up because I'm capable of self-deception and this technique helps me be more self-honest.

He says, "Beware the humorless, whether in a person, institution, or belief system; it is always accompanied by an impulse to control and dominate, even if its proclaimed objective is to create prosperity or peace."  then follows that with, "Peace is the natural state of affairs when that which prevents it is removed. Relatively few people are genuinely committed to peace as a realistic goal. In their private lives, people prefer being “right” at whatever cost to their relationships or themselves."   I still struggle with wanting to be "right."   But I'm also learning that others deserve the dignity to have their own sense of "right" - even when their opinion is 180 degrees different from mine. I am old enough to trust God and to not live in the tension of the dichotomy. I'm not called to judge others - I'll leave that to God who has the power to change them.  I'm called to love others.

Having been studying non-dualism through Richard Rohr and my parish priest, I liked this following comment even while I realize I only see the shadow of it and not the reality and depth of it:  "to claim that the comprehension of the non-duality of existence is superior to its realization as dual is again to fall into another illusion. There is, ultimately, neither duality nor non-duality; there is only awareness."

This quote was intriguing, "To transcend the limitations of the mind, it is necessary to dethrone it from its tyranny as sole arbiter of reality."  Oh, my.  But a part of me feels safest when "I" get to make that choice; yet, when I see the lumps, bumps and bruises of life; I realize that is a self-deception. The first couple of years after the brain injury when my working memory dropped 25% of my pre-morbid score; I realized the mind needs dethroned because it's not reliable but is very co-dependent on the ego's selfishness.  'nuff said.   He said, "Eventually, we may arrive at the insight that all our thoughts are merely borrowed from the great database of consciousness and were never really our own to begin with."  If all good and perfect things come from God, then the times my thoughts are good and perfect they are His thoughts; but when I have stinky thinking, they are my thoughts rattling around in the wide open spaces of my gray matter.

He says, "When circumscribed self-identifications have been surmounted so that the sense of self is identified as consciousness itself, the condition is called “enlightened.”"  I call that the "mind of Christ" as 1 Cor. 2:16 says. That is my goal; to become so forgetful of self that I can no longer distinguish where I end and Christ begins. It seems when this happens that I'll no longer wonder what I like, what I want, or try to dig up a scripture to hopefully be obedient to Christ - but I will be such a part of Him (Acts 17:28) and He'll be such a a part of me (Galatians 2:20) that my gut (belly of living water) will lead. The times I experience this for short periods; I feel that freedom the Lord promises me. My mind is at rest and my spirit in peace because I'm in awareness and not in selfishness. It is those rare times that I know who I really am and yet knowing who I am shows me who He is in deeper ways and connects me to all Creation in a joyous, silent symphony.

He said, "Within any religion, fundamentalist sects always calibrate lowest, often operating at the same level of consciousness as criminality; their hallmark is egocentric extremism and irrationality."  I'd heard the first half of that quote several times from different authors and preachers; but it is great to find somebody to give credit for it. ;-) He continues, "The paradox of a puritanical society is that it encourages constant seduction but denies satisfaction, so a perpetual frustration of normal outlets eventually finds release in perverse ones."  That made me wonder if that's one cause why pornography addiction is higher in conservative homes and churches than in liberal churches?

As I emerge from fundamentalist to liberal theology, my political thoughts have changed. One area I have been against for decades s capital punishment.  While a fundamentalist, I was against the death penalty because a person might be killed prior to accepting Christ.  Now my reasoning aligns more with this quote, "a society that condones capital punishment will always have a problem with murder. Both are products of the same level of perception. To the murderer, the killing of the victim is also a justifiable exception."  Although I'm anti-abortion (but see the Old Testament Jews allowing it through the Mishnah), maybe the way to change that politically is to fight to stop capital punishment, next war and/or abortion?  As people start to re-awaken to ALL killing is wrong, the vulnerable unborn will be included.


"Moralism, a by-product of duality, becomes insignificant as the consciousness level rises through the 500s, and becomes irrelevant at the level of 600."  That fits with what I wrote previously in this blog entry. Why do I feel it become irrelevant?  Because at the higher stages; a person is so focused on doing unto others and they want done to them that they are living their morals not trying to avoid immorality. Of course, only a few people reach that level.  When I first came to Christ, a preacher use to say, "If you're so busy doing the DOs, you won't have time to do the DON'Ts."

I'd said I wanted to learn to summarize and not just make quote with comments; however, this book was fairly deep for me - so this blog entry is more a review of what I learned and how that can be helpful for me. Over 33% of the book is end notes, appendices, references and a glossary.  It's been a while since I read something that scholarly and I'm glad I read it.

I'd recommend the book to anybody who wants to take the time to delve deep in their own response to the words and learn to know themselves better.  For me, it wasn't a quick or easy read - but it was a formational read that challenged me on many levels. 

Wednesday 7 October 2015

Banking and War - Part 2



If the bank is owned by the government itself, then why does the government have to pay interest on money borrowed from themselves? It seems the £43 bn the UK pays annually in interest alone or the $431 bn the US pays annually in interest alone could be used in ways that better benefit the country and the taxpayer. Why would they be in debt at all if the government owns the banking system?  If I "borrow" money from my savings account to my checking account that I put back later, I certainly don't give myself interest!

I did not research BoE; but read about the Federal Reserve since it was designed to be an image of the BoE and I'm more familiar with the US system. If the Federal Reserve is a government agency, then why must they pay postage instead of free franking like a government agency?  Why are their employees paid by the Federal Reserve and not through Civil Service?  Why is their property held by private deeds and thus is taxable?  I'm not aware of any other US agency who is subject to those constraints; but then, I admit I'm a novice wanting to learn? As I read, I discovered the IRS is a private corporation that is incorporated in Delaware in 1933. Any checks paid to the IRS are endorsed by none other than the Federal Reserve... nope, it doesn't go to the US Treasury as I presumed it did.  Very interesting. It seems I should have figured that out because when I pay my taxes, the envelope is not postage paid like the envelopes when I receive when dealing with other US government agencies... like my passport.  

From BoE site: "William Paterson proposed a loan of £1,200,000 to the Government. In return the subscribers would be incorporated as the Governor and Company of the Bank of England."  I'm curious who these "subscribers" are who loaned the money?  From what I've read, that is secret information as it is in all Rothschild owned national banks.  This quote also from the BoE web page: "The major policy committees of the Bank, all of which are chaired by the Governor and have external members, are the Monetary Policy Committee (MPC), the Financial Policy Committee (FPC), and the Board of the Prudential Regulation Authority (PRA)." 

(1) I wouldn't be surprised if the BoE's executive Members of Court as appointed by the Crown, or at least the voting majority of the Court are heirs of the Rothschilds, their numerous in-laws, and/or "friends" of theirs. I certainly would not expect the senior Rothschild family members to sit on any boards as they have their empire to run and their name associated with it probably wouldn't happen but are done in proxy by others who do their bidding.

(2) I found this chart that was interesting: http://www.save-a-patriot.org/files/view/whofed.html


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(3) I also find this timeline interesting:  After 12 months of debate, on December 23, 1913 the Federal Reserve started - while many legislators had returned home for Christmas break.  on  February 3, 1913, income tax was instituted; however, it was apparently not properly ratified.

(4)  I also found it interesting that several US presidents and others who bucked the banking system were assassinated. http://www.rense.com/general86/pres.htm

I really hope I can study and conclude there is no conspiracy theory, no Illuminati and my governments aren't run by stealth by a few powerful families who control the national banks and thus don't control the commerce and possibly politics of each nation where I vote. I really do hope I can find that information that disproves my recent concerns and removes reasonable doubt. I'd really like to think that each country is "safe" and there aren't some rich people causing wars to fill their family coffers. But my spidey sense went bonkers after I read about the Georgia Guidestones, so I am trying to research and become educated and figure this out.

The next two paragraphs would be better higher up, but I put here so the links will be active in separate replies.

BoE's vague wording: "The Bank is a public sector institution wholly-owned by the government" and it doesn't answer the question about "shareholders".  http://www.bankofengland.co.uk/publications/Pages/foi/disc091106.aspx

On a blog that explains BoE Nominee:  https://forumnews.wordpress.com/about/bank-of-england-nominees/